Dearest readers,

It's been an entire month since I have posted.

I am really sorry to say this, but I can't post in here,at least not until I've healed.

I loved a man for the past 780 days, a man who had brought me some sort of happiness every single one of those days. There was anger, there was pain, there was sadness, there was resentment... but most importantly, there was happiness. There is love.

Until I can look at my memories and only smile, I do not have the mental or emotional strength to post in here.

Thank you, for everyone who has ever followed my blog, for everyone who cares about me. I care about you as well, and I hope to see you all very soon.

Please pray for me.


Always,
Justina

My mornings have been better than ever, and this picture is not the only reason.
I can't remember the last time I woke up early enough to have the time to spare, to enjoy a delightful meal. I love hotcakes with butter&maple syrup. Mmm.. even better when the sausage has syrup too.

nomnomnom

First day of HEARTS program. I've always wanted to be in a teacher's lounge... and here I am! I'm a REAL teacher now :D (sort of).

I've really been craving noodles lately. It's probably the cold weather. This is how I spent Monday night... alone at University Cafe, studying & eating.

No matter what, anywhere is better than home. Even these stairs, leading up to Yanbo's place. As I pulled into the parking lot today, I realized how happy it made me to see these stairs.

I've been waking up at 8am for the past few weekends to volunteer at the food bank. I took a picture of the warehouse today. I actually enjoy it... brought my iPod today & just listened to music while bonding.

I've started to enjoy pho way too much. It's become a weekly tradition for me. I always get the beef balls without vegetables. No bean sprouts, but plenty of lime & hoisin sauce.